How much longer?

i think i need something...i feel bored...

just received a memo for 3rd offense. 3 lates a month constitutes 1 offense. meaning, as of the month of June, i had 3 months with 3 or more lates already. when i received my memo for 3rd offense, i was looking for what my penalty was & ironically, i felt disappointed to find out that i was only getting monetary penalty. where's my days of suspension? why am i not getting any?

i don't know how much longer i can endure this. how much more of this? i want a BIG CHANGE but i don't know yet where to start. I'M TRAPPED...